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The girl next door♥  Dirah Rahim
I was borned on the 8 April 1992. I'm too young to be driving but old enough to be in love.
Music is the love and she can't live without it because she'll lose her head.She like bright neon colours and city highways
filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons.She also a die-hard fan of Hersheys and Fondu.And She loves Pink!
Teach me how to dance bby! .
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Monday, December 28, 2009
Hais,today work is very tiring cos Kak Safia is on leave. All the children was like killing me. With many different kind of attitude they gave me. And i have to entertain their nuisance attitude. Gosh,this kind of children will always be punished,if not they'll be driven off. So i have to be fierce with them. Haha! If i give face to them then i don't have face. Hais. Seriously they are too much. I shouted at them until i nearly lost my voice. Must teach them a lesson and teach them how to respect people that are older then them. Messed the room,they think what,their father own the childcare issit. Alamak! They are getting into my nerves sia. Luckily i can be patience,or else i kick them of the class. Somemre there's three kids go and pass urine anyhow. Don't have mouth to ask permission. Then im the one who have to clean all their dirts. Today is damn tired,phewww! Just need to rest cos tomorrow im working. Sunday, December 27, 2009
This the only pictures that i can upload here. More at my facebook. This just a random pictures that were snap by Desi at Botanic Garden. Saturday, December 26, 2009
.jpg) Credit to Firah cos she took for me this picture using her phone. Thanks!This picture was taken at the childcare while all the children were asleep. Haha! Carik chance uh. Moreover the principal was not there for nearly a week. Sooo we can relax a little bit. Haha! And maybe on this coming Monday the principal will not be around again. I guess till the end of this month. But was not sure cos this is what Kak Ida told me. She also was not quite sure. Today,i was at home the whole day. It really freaking me out. Feels like Damn! what am i suppose to do from morning till night. Then Kak Ida came by cos she wanna visit my sick brother. After that my auntie and her family came. I was like Ribot pe. Haha! Then i have to make tea for them but my brother asked Kak Ida to help me with it. We were having a great fun in the kitchen. When all of them went home,my brother and Kak Ida went out. "Saket2 lgi bole kuar. Hais. Degil." Cnnt say much,that's his attitude. When they came bck,Kak Ida and I was having a great talk. Sooo called as "Girls Talk",we were laughing with each other jokes. Haha! Then we talk about our work at the childcare,bout the children. Gosh we were sharing so many stories. And im really into it. As in into the talks. Haha! Yeah,now i've just finished look through at my "Ex" past blog. Im just missing it. Hais. But it have been last for about 10mths+++. Cos our relationship was hopeless. After we have gone through 2yrs 2mths then i realised it was hopeless. We are not meant to be together. Hais.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Today went out with Fza,her auntie and Hakim to Expo. Cos there is a concert and a wedding showcase. It was quite fun but not as fun as the last time we went out together. Maybe b'cos just now i've been thinking so much sooo i couldn't feel the fun. But yeah,overall i enjoy it. Especially when Fza feed me her food. Urmm,i forgot the name. Haha! Cos never ate that before but it was nice. After that Hakim came by and we went for a walk at the expo while her auntie watch the concert. B'cos all of us are tired of waiting,in the end we went bck home first cos her auntie still wanna see the concert. Hais. Actually I want to eat Kfc but when i looked at the watch it already 8++pm. And im worried of my brother at home,sooo i request to go home early. Thursday, December 24, 2009
I've been wondering what does love stands for??? Even how much i try to find the meaning of love, i'll get back the same thing. Nowadays the sentence 'I LOVE YOU' is fading away. It do not mean anything to me. It just a piece of shit that come out from the individual mouth. This do not just implies to the boys but also to the girls. Now i realise that if we use the correct way of saying 'I LOVE YOU' It really wonderful and the feelings is undescribable. To me by saying 'I LOVE YOU' is normal cos everyone does says that. After so long of searching,now i understand that love is proof that we have a purpose for being alive. There is no real definition for love. It is something you need to experience in order to try to understand, but even then you cant put it into words. Poets cant even tell you what it is. Love is beautiful, and painful, and everything we hope and pray for. And it is always there. Because even if you dont know or notice it someone loves you. I Love This Quote,was taken from a book,Twilight. Edward: Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Today work is pretty okay it only that im exhausted. Cos it was like nine hours of looking after some of the kids. With all their nuisance. Haiyo bole pengsan. Haha! My temporary kid,Hou heng,vomitted because she couldn't eat so much. Then i have to clean her up. At first i was 50/50 to clean her vomit but when i think again. It was part of my job so i have to do it even if it's very disgusting. Yeah,then after work Firah and me took the Mrt to Bugis which i have to meet Fza and Hakim but Firah alight at City Hall to meet her friends. After spending some of my time with Fza,me went home. Anyway thanks Fza for the treat. Hehe. I appreciate it. I'll treat you as soon as i got my pay alright honey. Love you so much!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Finally i gt a job. This job is damn tiring with some of the children do not want to listen to me. With no doubt i scolded them. Seriously,it hard to take care of the children but it was fun cos i love children. So there should not be a problem. As long as they can get along with me and respect me i will move on with the flow. Anyways there so many cute babies. Haha. Especially Charlotte. Yeah,so i'll be busy all this while. Won't be updating much.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Gosh! Today was a damn tiring day. I just can't describe it no more. Feels like sleeping for the whole day tomorrow. Furthermore i only ate rice for a day this week. Make it simple, this week i do not have enough sleep. Today wake up early in the morning to help at the community centre at dewan setiawangsa in KL. All the people was like never eat for 10mths cos they only left us the empty buffet but people still keep coming ang eating. Then we have to order some foods cos it is not enough. Irritating Malaysian! seriously,we didn't eat a single rice till the ceremony ends at 4pm. All this is happening in one go. Now then we'll b going to have our so called as dinner. Pity us.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Well,now my brother is pretty fine. He'll be discharge when everything went well the doctor said. Im really thankful to god cos day by day my brother have recover from his pain. His girlfriend everyday come and visit him. So sweet of her. So yeah,now im gonna pack my things up cos im going to KL with my sister,bro-in-law,Humaira,my parents and me cos my mum has catering in KL under this Mustaqim business name royal decor or sometning. I have to help cos my mum is short of manpower. Haha. Then sunday we'll come bck. Cos Monday i've start working at the childare as a relief teacher. Today at 3pm im gonna take my medical report result to see whether if im fit or not. Hope that im fit so i could get the job. Hmmmfff.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
He is at the left of the picture. Muhammad Nazmi Bin Abdul Rahim  I've been busy this few days cos something that is not expected had happened to my family. I just don't understand this situation and i can't accept it if this happen to my brother. I really pity his condition right now. He cried when my parents and me visited him after he was warded. I just can't look at him when he started to cry cos he is a kind of person that could not cry infront of us. But that tears shows that he have change and regret with what he have done. Gosh! when i got the news that he meet in an accident, i could not stop crying cos my cousin told that it a serious injury. Half of his body was badly injured. From his face till his leg. His lung is in pain cos it hits him badly at the lung. And now he was being treated at the ICU. But still conscious. I really love you brother. Never in mind to put u away from my life. Even sometimes you never treat me like your sister.Get well soon.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Yesterday planned of accompanying Fza auntie to a wedding ceremony but dont knw out of sudden her auntie was lost. Not lost as in "lost" but she was not at the place that she has promised to wait. We waited for a couples of minutes but still she's not there. So we just go off and change our clothes cos we wanna go karaoke with Hakim and Syafiq. We went there twice,first with Fza,Hakim, Syafiq and Me. Then the second time with Syafiq friends,Syafiq,Fza and me.  
After Bella wedding went out with Fza and Hakim to Far East cos it has been so long we never went out together since our last outing.Having a great fun with them. Out of nowhere i saw Firah was heading towards me and i was like shocked to see her there with some of her friends. Then i saw this Mr. Right. Damn,idk why suddenly i feels like there's butterfly in my stomach after seeing him with Firah and her friends. Yeah,then in the end we gt to knw each other. Nice to know him after so long i've been all alone by myself. Haha! .jpg)  .jpg)
After all. Congratulation bella! On the 12/12/09.           .jpg)
Friday, December 11, 2009
Currently waiting for my sis and bro-in-law tocome home. Mean while Humaira and me watch her favourite video(Gee). She's addicted to that song. And guess what she could memorise the chorus part. Amazing isn't it,for a 1yr 6mths baby to memorise korean song. Alright,my flight is tonight at 11pm. Damn,sooo late. Then tomorrow i have to wake up early cos it's my closest friend wedding. Hey babe,im sorry if i could nt get u anything except my present. Cos im broke right now. Heeeees. But i promise u that i'll make ur day go lalalala. Okay? See ya tomorrow. Can't wait to meet the three of you. Firah,Fza and you. Gonna hug the three of you tightly. Thursday, December 10, 2009
Alright,this is ma new hair style. Ada bagus?? Haha!    Wake up early in the morning just to iron my sis and bro-in-law working clothes. Hais,tomorrow willl be the last day i work for them. Ouh no,gonna miss all the memories that we had here. There's so many things that we have done together that i never have in s'pore. But this is my final decision to return to s'pore and find a proper work. All the decision that i made are gonna hurt my niece cos she will be send to the childcare. Which she has never been there before. How does it feels when someone that you really love have to stay at a place where she had never been. And do not know the person that will be taking care of. Will they look after her as how we use to look after her??? Poor Humaira. Gosh,this house is empty without her. Cos she has been send by her parents to the Childcare for trial. Hmmmff. Whatever it is im still sticking to my plan. To return to s'pore tomorrow. Stubborn and cruel isn't me? Haha. It my choice and everyone had a choice in life. It either you make a good or a bad choice,that it. It quite long i have stay here since November till nw. Woww! That nearly one month dude. Gonna catch up with all my friends. So many things to share with. Haha! Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Currently rebonding my hair at the APT hair salon.Gosh,im gonna cry cos my long hair has been cut off. My dream was to keep my hair long and curl it but it only a dream. How i wish i could have a long and curly hair right now. Haha. It easy just put on hair extension. But it will be soooo not natural. Haha. Did it once and i had enough with it. Yeah,cnt wait for my hair transformation. Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Atlast! I gt to blog again. After so long i've been missing in action.I purposely being missing cos wanna have some space but not to my closest friends. Well they know i've gone to KL for some reason. And yeah,im here for about 1mth. Feels like im stuck in a cave. No friends,No excitement and No internet. Wowww! That kills me. But now my sis has bought herself a laptop and broadband sooo it easy. Anyways im coming back to my hometown soon. Gosh i miss all of my friends especially Fza. Who am i without u. When i see you i wanna hug u tightly. Can? Haha. And yeah,i'll be going to my friend marriage. I have to go cos i've promise her.
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