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The girl next door♥  Dirah Rahim
I was borned on the 8 April 1992. I'm too young to be driving but old enough to be in love.
Music is the love and she can't live without it because she'll lose her head.She like bright neon colours and city highways
filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons.She also a die-hard fan of Hersheys and Fondu.And She loves Pink!
Teach me how to dance bby! .
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
Feels like crying. Why he can be sooo cruel. Im sooo shocked wif what he had said to me. What wrong wif him sei. I never thought that this will happen. Why im the one who have to face this kind of situation. Criously it unfair. I dnt noe why i fall for a guy that never loves me. All this while he was pretending & i could be sooo blind not to realise it. Now he has misunderstand me. I never have the intention to hurt him whats more to say bad things bout him. I never blame him for what he have done to me. In fact i still loves & care bout him. &Btw actualie im not putting anyone in this problem. I just wanna noe the truth & you cant do it for me. So what else should i do???? That why i tried to cntct Inaaa & asked her. But ur mum,i didnt okae. I dnt have the intention to make her involve in this. All i wanna do is asked your mum to pass the msg to you. Cause u said to call you the next day. &I did but you avoid from me. &Give me your 1001 reason. &Btw i never came to someone house & confront him. This was my first time. But in fact you scold me. Where's your respect towards girl?? I know this is not you. What have made you changed?? I reali miss the old you. I swear i miss the old you. Please give me bck the old you. You cant just keep blaming me,why im the only one at the fault?? You treat me unfairly. But why?? Do i deserved this?? For what i have sacrifice. Do i?? &Now i've lost my respect towards you. I hate that i love you. Sorry once again.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
    Went out to study    Saturday, April 18, 2009
Ouh God! I could not describe my day today. Damn tired shia. I have to iron my mum & dad clothes. Do some folding clothes. I dnt think it some but alot. Now is the only time for me to rest. Cis! Sudah la! >>>Fza.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Hello Bloggers! Today i felt sad plus happy. Haha! Cause now is the time for me to move on wif life. After skool hang arnd under the void deck, Wif Fza,Bella & Mun. Suddenly budak2 tenage came down. Join us & haf a talk bout guys & girls. Haha! Yeah. They are very fun & mature enough to advice us. Haha! Now i shall forget you forever. Maeb? It just a matter of time. My life is waiting for me. Im moving on rite now but not with this flow.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Now i wanna thanks Fza,Bella & Mun. They are such a wonderful woman. Thanks for the advice friends. &also thanks for being my listening ears. Now i've got nothing,cause he have ruined my love towards him. My life has been ruined thrice. &i wont let it happen again. Im lucky to have the three of you & my family. Ouh ya,not to forget Firah. Thanks Bby! People could judge me by the outside. But cn you judge me by the inside. Im laughing & enjoying life rite now. But inside of me im crying,hurt & suffer. People wont care bout me neither do he. I thank god cause he was never be mine. What does his sacrifices & action means?? Is all that means a joke & revenge?? Human wont do to human like that. Only animals does. But im not blaming you. I noe u are not at fault. Cause u admit to me something. But when we are together,u nt just treating me like a friend, But more than that & what is that suppose to mean?? We have been through many things together. The hard time & the happy time. But now you left me only memories. Im totally stunt with what you told her. Wednesday, April 15, 2009
No more you & me,we starts as a friend. &now we ends as an enemy. Who do you think you are? You wanna fool around wif me? I think you got the wrong person. What up wif misunderstand?? You mean after we have gone through all this, You still wanna say that it misunderstand?? I dont get your point neither your explanation. Tuesday, April 14, 2009
What a tiring day,school as usual. After school got remedial.
From 2.30 till 4.30pm. Ouh god my head like wanna burst. Now currently editing my pichas! Monday, April 13, 2009
Tomorrow lesson Damn bored! &now i have to do that fucking speech. Tating arh!
This is where our new journey begins New life New chapter I knew u as a stranger & accept u as lover When god made you... I have no doubt that He new exactly the time & place Where you & i would meet In life ALLAH does not give you the Person you want instead he give you The person you need to love u Hurt u And teach u the real meaning of life Therefore my love ALLAH give me u as he Knows i need u in my life. Why i felt that i was irritate by that dem ppl?? Never thought that this will happen. Arggghhh! Sumpah Babi arh! Luckily Firah cool me down. Ouh god,she's such a good fren. I still could not forget the sentence. It keep repeating in my mind like a recorder. I just need to forget it, but how?? Shial arh!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Tomorrow is my B'dae tawuk! & Tomorrow will be getting the SYF result. Hoping for gud news on the gud day.  Yesterday was my SYF. God damn nervous sei. Ours was at 10.20am. We reached UCC at 10am sharp. I saw many dancers with beautiful costumes & costumes jewellery. During our turn my body was like shaking. Nervous gyler babi sei.      Sunday, April 5, 2009
Just now went out wif them. Reali haf a day wif u guys. Got to sleep rite nw. Cos tomorrow is my Malay Dance SYF.     Saturday, April 4, 2009
Just now went to UCC(University Culcural centre) To have a rehearsal. Take pichas & videos too. Will be updating soon.    
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