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The girl next door♥  Dirah Rahim
I was borned on the 8 April 1992. I'm too young to be driving but old enough to be in love.
Music is the love and she can't live without it because she'll lose her head.She like bright neon colours and city highways
filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons.She also a die-hard fan of Hersheys and Fondu.And She loves Pink!
Teach me how to dance bby! .
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Every moment am alone,i tink bout you.Bt why must it end here & hurt me. You involve us in your relationship. Lastly you hurt all of us,& make us tink ur negative character. As far as i know bout you,You are reali a caring & loving guy. It a pleasure to knw you. Bt by ending this story just like tat isn't what i want. Bt i haf to move on with the flow. & let what had happened be bygones. Shud i tell the whole world what i feel & tink bout you?? I dont tink soo. Let it be private. Btw stop making girls life miserable. Nw i haf the hard time to forget bout you. It great of me tat aila dont hold any grudges against me. &nw i've made this couple fought bt i tink it a good move. This was what my heart told me to do. Asked Aila & tell her what had happened last few weeks. Cos i dont want to be the third party & wanted to find out the truth. &i dont want to continue a relationship wif him in a situation like this. If i dont find out the truth & continue this sucking relationship, That is nt me,im a girl hu reali do nt satisfy things easily witout prove. Bcos of this matter i've hurt aila, cos i knw she haf gone through many obstacles wif tat guy. Bt what for continue wif this relationship if he likes to be wif other girls. He was the one to be blame cos every words he say will be his fucking lies. Wake him up is a better way to do right now. Bt i reali solute aila for being a patience girl. & yeah,nice knowing you. Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Yesterday,haf sooooo much fun.Actuali planned to go picnic with all my classmates. Bt i sae maeb i could make it cos this sumone asked me to accompany him. Cos this sumone said tat his fren bring his girlfriend. He don't haf partner & he want me to be his partner. &i sae yes cos mun sae i shud go for it. Bt the most important things is im just his fren. He wanted to go Vivo. I just follow where he wanna go. He mit me at Tamp mrt. &straight away we go Vivo. Reached dere we wait for his fren girlfren. Like hell sey. All the shop is closed & we was like walked the whole VivoCity. Just to wait for the girlfren. My leg became fragile. Haha. Then 20min later his girlfren reached Vivo & find us. After tat we sit 4 awhile & planned where to eat. Kecoh sak. Everyone was like asking each other where we wanna eat. &i was like wat da F***. Irritating sak bt yet funny. Haha. Then all of us decided to eat at Long John Silver. Reached dere all of us was like blur. Asked each other wat to eat. At last this sumone said tat he wanna see wat food he wanna eat. Sooo me & him go and order first. Then after tat his fren & girlfren. After eating we haf a walk. kekek sey kuar nan drg. Can laugh non-stop. Bt i feel akward cos im the eldest among them. Haha. Bt wat the big deal we're just 1yr different. This sumone felt tired & sooo we haf a sit near the sea opposite Sentosa. Sit dere & haf a talk. Crack a jokes & stuff. From tat point of time i felt tat i was this sumone girlfren. Haha. Criously cos he was like hug me & stuff. Haha. Mcm seronok plak. Haha. JkJk. Then after tat i said to him. "Ble tdo sak dudok cni lame2". Everyone laughed & walked. Then we rounding satu Vivo lgi. Mcm tak habes2 sey. After tat we haf a sit again. Haha. Very tired sey. Both of them smoke & crack a joke again. I jus couldn't stand it. Their jokes were reali funny. Nearly 10pm kite gerak daripade Vivo. Shit! I was late for home. In the MRT my sis called me asked me my where about. This sumone & his fren drop at Bedok. As usual. Before he left he kissed me & said to me "da smpi ruma msg i". Then at 11pm i reached home & kene lecture wif my sis. After tat bath & sleep. The end! Saturday, January 24, 2009
Sorry i didn't post bout yesterday.Cos yesterday was my damn tired & busy day. Morning went to skool. Reached skool me & Mun haf breakfast. After tat got lesson. After recess gt concert perfomed by all the teachers. Cos Chinese New Year is coming soon. During the celebration my fone idk y,suddenly became irritating. I cannot text ppl & call ppl. Nearly the whole day i could nt use my fone. Somemre,after skool i gt Malay Dance. Start at 1pm & end at 4pm. During my Mly Dance i text this sumone using my fren fone. I asked this sumone if this sumone could come down near skool. To hang arnd wif me & Mun. This sumone said tat later this sumone will tell me wether this sumone can or nt. Lastly this sumone text me bck with many miss called. Cos i didn't reply this sumone msg. At tat point of time i was busy praticing my dance. & teaching the sec 1 dancer to dance, with all the senior dancer. During the break time i checked my message. This sumone asked me out. This sumone want me to follow this sumone to VivoCity. Bt i sae i cnt cos my Mly Dance finished late alreadi & somemre im tired. If different day i can. Sooo this sumone said okae lah we go out together on Monday. So i sae c first cos i haven't get my Mum permission. After Mly Dance me & Mun went to Bedok North. Bt when i asked this sumone, This sumone come & fetch me at the bus stop with hu. This sumone said this sumone was alone. Then Mun said i jus go & mit this sumone. Cos she dnt want to join us & wanna go home. Reahed dere,i wait for this sumone nearly 15min. This sumone take a sweet time to walk. Irritating siak. Wen mit, this sumone bring me to this block to sit & talk. Then talk & talk & talk. I told this sumone tat i haf to go cos i haf to reached home b4 6pm. Sooo this sumone sent me to the bus stop. Along the way, Suddenly this sumone hold my hand. & i was like OMG. Haha. Then we went to the shop cos i wanna change my money to take bus. While i was changing my money,dere this uncle bringing his dog. & the dog was freely untied. I was scared & went near to this sumone. Unfortunately this sumone also scared eh. Bt this sumone haf to act macho. Haha. Okae. Reached the bus stop,we wait for the bus. Then 28 came,i said bye to this sumone. & suddenly this sumone hold me. & kiss my cheek & he said reahed home text me. I was so shocked & smiled at this sumone. Thursday, January 22, 2009
Today i haf an exciting moment. :DAssembly sumone desperately wan my number. This sumone keep turning bck n ask my fren for my number. Kekek sak. Ppl infront was like looking at us. Like they never look at ppl before. Sooo my fren pass my number. After tat we went bck to class. Suddenly sumone miss call me & then text me. Frm dere we text each other till skool end. This someone,asked me to go KFC cos this someone wanna mit me. Me & Mun went to KFC & wait for this someone. When this someone reached,there was a bunch of them. Im so shy sei. Haha. Then we eat together. After tat loitter arnd near blk 609 dere. After tat me & mun went home. Cos this someone wanna go CCA. & GET THIS CLEAR,WE ARE JUST FREN.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Mun it alrite. It okae.Dnt regret wif wat your decision is. Cos wat u did was reali a gud move. Bt u haf to remember this,'Choices Have Consequences'. He wnt do anitink bad to you. C'mon mun, guys come & go. You cnt find a true love at this age. Maeb it nt the time. Dnt worry,im always dere wen you nid me. C ya in skool 2morrow. :D Today is soooooo BORING!!! My parents go Johor. Me at home like an IDIOT. Later at 8.30 i haf to start do my revision & reading. Somemore i haf to memprise this irritating Vocabulary words & meaning. Cos my teacher wanna test us. This is to prepare us for O'level & wat the Fuck & wat the Shit. Monday, January 19, 2009
I miss him!I've done a big mistakes. Why im so stupid of letting him go witout think twice. I regretted. Someone! Plz help me! We have been through many obstacles together. &is this the end of the world. I dnt tink soo. People do have chances. &i noe i've taken too much of the chances. I think i dnt deserve it again. Bt i noe you have forgiven me. Im just a lucky girl. Even though i have hurt you so much. You still have the heart to forgive me. I reali appreciate your kindness. You are reali a wonderful guy tat i have ever had in this universe. Bt the thing is 'Do i deserve to be with you again??' Maeb it takes time or maeb it wnt happen again. I just want you to noe tat i reali Love You! & cn i noe is dere still a place 4 me?? Do you love me?? Today,i gt Malay Dance practice. Frm 2.30 till 5.30. I had a tired day. Cos planned to practice at what room, I forget the room name. Haha!. Being in my school for nearly 5yrs & yet i dnt noe. Bt what i noe is the room is next to the art room. After skool i went out wif Mun & buy cheese fries at bubble tea shop. Then we take a sit at the nearest block. OH GOD! All the block is full of dead 'LIPAS'. So disgusting! I cannot eat. &guess wat, we ate at the staircase. What a poor thing to do. Haha! Many people walked pass us & i think they were shocked. Haha. After eating we walked back to skool cos i have Malay Dance practice. Nearly reach skool,i saw two of my junior walked out the skool. I asked them where are they going. & they said Malay Dance practice. I thought it was at the skool. Bt my teacher has changed. So me & Mun turned back. & walked to Eunos CC. Wat Da F***! Everyone knew it last minute. & the student did not spread the news. My chairman was like so angry. Bt then my teacher calm her down. In the end we are Happy Family! Haha. Ouh ya. I forgot sumtink. After Mun sent me to Eunos CC, she went home. As soon as we reached,the practice start. The best damn thing is i got all of the steps. Yippy!!! Mostly i dance so ugly bt nw im improving. Keep it up Nadirah. &i love hanging around wif all the dancers. Cos they are happening. So see you guys on Friday! Hais. tomorrow i have Social studies test. Gt to study. Till here. Sunday, January 18, 2009
    .jpg) CCA open house   Yesterday went to the CCA open house at my skool. So damn tired okae. &i came late. They ask to report at 9am, I came at 9.30, luckily my teacher never sae anitink. :D Then we haf to perform infront of the students & parents. Im so nervous. :D Everything finished at 12.10pm. After tat i went home & change clothes. Cause im going to East Coast, Wif mun,her guy,her guy nephews & my guy(ex). Went home arnd 9pm. &i was late,i reached home arnd 10.30pm. Luckily my dad didn't scold me. Hehe. Friday, January 16, 2009
Im Sorie! Im Sorie! Im Sorie! I didn't mean to hurt you. Bt i jus hate ur damn attitude. I wish you could understand me, Bt it seems you cn't. So the best way is 4 us to break up. Cos dere is no other solution. &you take things easy. Plz forgive me. I hope tat we could b frens again. Where we can share our probs together. &i wish tat you could forgive me. Please Forgive Me Indra!
Today was my damn tired day. After skool got malay dance frm 1 till 4. Giler sak ni cikgu smue. My leg nw became more flexible. Haha! Crious sia cos haf to dance wif grace. Bcos this year we haf SYF & targetted 4 GOLD. Maot pe! Soooo they want our 100% focus & confident. Well jus sacrifice it 4 arnd 3mths then can concentrate on my studies. O'level siol! Cnnt play2. :D Then just nw after skool Ardy fetch me. Then my fren was like starring at us. & the first word tat came out frm their mouth were "WOWWW!" I noe la bt i dnt nid ur irritating reaction. Haha. Then he sent me home. Before tat kite lepak2 jap. Then at 6.30 he went home cos he wanna play Sepak Takraw. Normal arh "Guys". :) 2morrow i haf to come down to skool again eh. Tak klaka siol. I haf to dance cos the sec one got CCA open house. Leceh arh. Must be in skool at 8am till 12pm. After tat went home cos wanna go East Coast wif Mun,her guy,her guy cousin & Ardy. Can't wait. Hehe. Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Today, i have nothing much to share.Cos morning as per normal, went to skool. Study bt when Art/Poa lesson i went to the comp lab, With some of my classmate & play computer. Cos i have drop my Art & it was a free period. :D Then at 1.30 mcm biase arh 'GO HOME' Haha. Reach home, i straight away went down & take number at the clinic. Cos i wanna check my skin & he said i gt skin allergic. I cnnt use anyhow cream. Everything cost me $47 sia. Then went home eat & sleep. Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Today quite busy. :DCos morning went to skool. Afternoon went home n clean the house, While waiting 4 mun to reach my house. Cos wanted to study together cos fri is our Physic test. Very imoportant sia cos i wanna prove to my parents tat i can do it. After studying planned to cut my fringe. So i did,then mun said tat i look mre cuter & she also cut her fringe. After tat dere tis lady said tat she have to take out her extension or her hair will 'BOTAK' Haha. Take out tat extension is so long,i was damn tired sia. Then wait 4 so long & i get bored. I asked the other lady to trim my eyebrow. :D Total is $54 wif mun stuff. Then take her bag at my house & sent her to the bus stop. Can't wait 4 tomorrow cos my Honey will sent me to skool. :D Ardy plz dnt get shock if i look cuter than before. Haha. Mcm phm. Sunday, January 11, 2009
Today was like WAT DA F***.Just break up wif Indra. IDK y. Bt i have too. Cos he was like dnt cre bout me. He told me he understand me. If he understand me,he will nt hurt me. Tat it i've give up with him. He told me tat im insane. So what if im insane. Im nt disturbing his life animre btw. Sorie 4 not updating my blog. Cause this few days im busy wif my stuff. Last monday till wednesday got workshop. Thursday went to TP & SP to check out their courses. Friday got mly dance start at 1.30 ends at 4.30, Bt i asked to release me earlier at 3pm cause i wanna mit my Lil hun. My excuse was i got tuition. Haha. Wat da ****. &Miss Shana trusted me. Sorie Miss Shana,i promise i wnt do it again. :) Then saturday was my bad day. My family forced me to check out Nanyang poly. I asked mun to accompany me,she can't. I asked my lil hun to accompany me,he can't. I asked desi to accompany me,she can't. At last i asked my old fren to accompany me,she can! &so we went out at 2.30. At NYP all the students are kind. They welcome us & stuff. I wanna check out their business course. Bt nt so interested wif it. Cause they dnt have business admin. Then check out their life sciences. Try out their experiment. Interesting. After tat thought of trying to handle aeroplane. Bt this gal take so long to land. Cause she dnt noe hw to land. I got bored of waiting & so we went out, Go yishun eat at LJS then go TP again cos they have geek. When reach dere,we haf to stand sia. I cannot take it & wanted to go home. Thursday, January 8, 2009
Sorie late reply cos im busy wif my stuff Honey.Happy 2yrs 1mth Anniversary Honey! ^-^070109^-^ Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Today went to Adam Khoo workshop again. I think today was the most better day than yesterday. More fun & energetic,5A & 5B participate 100% in this workshop. It was like 'Amazing' cause usually they will get sleepy when kene lecture. Haha. Normal arh if ppl get easily sleepy when kene lecture. Cause i was also one of them. Haha. Damn tired sia. Woke up in the morning & went home at night. I can kill myself for attending this workshop. Bt this workshop is useful,so i cannot complain much on it. Some of the part make us burst into tears OKAE!!! Sir Leroy talk bout our family,Friends & many more. He lecture us like hell. Then he tell us many stories bout himself & others that make us cry. This is to wake us up that we still lucky to live in this world. He also show us videos. Bout people who will never give up. &succeed their life even if it is difficult. You have to live your life. Aft we have burst into tears,he tried to crack a joke so we will laugh. ¬ in an emotional situation. So we laughed again with our swollen eyes. Haha. Then we have to write a letter to our parents. &say that we were very sorry,thank them & promise them something. We write it bt will b giving it 2morrow when our parents come. Bt my parents will nt come cause they are busy. After that is Sir jeff lesson. His lesson was quite fun. We played alot of game using our brain. I mean to test our brain & memory. We have to memorise 20 words & 30 words. Bt 4 the 30 words we have to say it & time it. One of my friend from 5A memorise it & say it within 20s. &then i also tried,4 the first time it nt counted cause i 4got the other word. The second one i finished within 26s. The third one i beat everyone with 15s. &my group won okae. Thanx to me. Haha. Watever. At the end of the workshop we went to macdonald to eat fries & ice cream. &then we went home.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Today was a damn tiring day. Went for the Adam Khoo workshop at my skool. From 8am till 9pm,isn't tat crazy. Sit on the chair for like 13hrs. &i feel like i was stucked on the chair couldn't get up. From 8am till 1.30pm we had an interesting trainer. Bt after that everything became worst. Cos the second trainer his face like The Lord Of The Ring character sia. You guys noe Smiguel?? try to imagine it cos tat was how he look like. Haha. Ooopps! Sorie sir. Haha! Bt luckily u are have a high self esteem. &the third trainer was quite fun too larh. Bt overall it a motivated workshop. Cos they motivate us to study hard & beliefs in ourself tat we can do our O'level. I wanted to go to S'pore polytechnic & take business course. Bt i dnt reali noe wether to take business administration,landscape architecture, Leisure&resort management,accountancy,banking&financial services & many more la. Cos im gonna take a long time to list down all the courses. Everything is depend on my points. Bt i've targeted my goals. I wanted to get; B3- Eng Merit- Mly A2- Math B3- Sci A2-Human A1- Art Total of 11points (L1R5) Alrite you can do it Nadirah. You are a motivated girl. My tuition will start nxt week. & i haf to put my 100% focus on every subject. &i haf to learn something during this workshop. This workshop will ends on the 7 jan. Will b missing sir Leroy. Saturday, January 3, 2009
This Is Our Pichas!!       Today i went out to Bedok with Desi. I wanted to go to the cash converter,nearby the Library. We took the number,bt suddenly i didn't bring my IC. So we was like panicked,call someone bt they couldn't come, Cos they were busy. When i was calling Indra using the public phone. Suddenly Desi whispered to me "Eh aku mcm nmpk fiza" I quickly put down the fone like no one business. & shouted "FIZA!!!" She was like shocked & laughed. I ask her to help me. & so she say that she can. So we waited 4 our number like 1hour. It was damn long & tired. Then our number came out. We went to the counter & showed him what i wanna sell. & guess wat?? He said "Awak umor 18 eh??" I said "Huh! tak la,Kenape?" He said "Kalau umor bawa 18 tk bole" I said "Abg tak ckp siang2,kite da berator gni pe panjang bru nk ckp" Isn't that irritating. We haf waited 4 so long & he said that. SUMPAH PE KURANG AJA ARH TU MAMAT!!! After that we when to Long John Silver to eat. Damn hungry sia. So Desi treat me. Thank you Desi! Then we eat together wif Fiza & Fafa. Buy 2 set of meal,the 4 of us share. Haha. While eating we have so much fun. They was like so happening. After we ate the food, We went out & sit infront of LJS. Took photo & haf so much fun while waiting 4 Desi bro, To fetch me & Desi. Why life is unfair?? Why he did this to me?? What did i do wrong?? Why must he lied to me?? Should i trust him again?? Should i break up with him?? Should i forgive him?? Everything was a question mark. I still couldn't find the answer. Did he think bout me when he do that. Lying wasn't a good move. Telling the truth was what i mean in our relationship. But why can't put that in mind? Last 2 weeks,i asked you out. You said Desi wanted to sleep over ur house. So you couldn't follow me. & i was mad at you. Bt actually i mad at u for the other reason. The next day you went out with ur friends. Watch movie & stuff. Went bck arnd 9+ witout me knowing. How cruel you can be. I just dnt believe that you lied to me. Where's your promise?? Have you forgotten? Can i trust you again? I think i found the answer already. NO! I WNT TRUST YOU ANYMORE!!! My words are nt fake. Bt your words DOES!!! Friday, January 2, 2009
New Year Countdown @ Marina
 Posing Maot. Bby Love Lil Hun!  Cute kn kite. Haha!  P.S; I Love You! Muke Irritating Siol.
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